Jesus, Jesus, Jesus!!!!

Jesus is the man, we can't understand, the fullness of his love,- we like uuummmm....?

go to the cross, drop ya sins off, rebuke satans plot, and experience God! 

haha hey everyone!!! God is soo good! have you ever been in his presence before!?  hahahaha it's like, the greatest feeling ever! better than gettin drunk-trust me i know. better then gettin high- trust me i know!

"forget mass appeal, my heavenly Dad can deal!"

hey ya'll juss try to experience God in a way you haven't before, and i promise!!!! you will feel him he will come...

Jesus...i love you!

i am so sorry lord for the pain i have caused you to feel. i know you look down at your son and weep when i weep. you weep when i sin, for you want me to be more and more like you. i am sorry, and i REPENT...i repent for my sins. i dont want to be bound for hell!! i don't want this sin attached to me any longer!! i will not be another human statistic stuck and chained down by my own follys. God i want to be free of this once and for all!!1 you know my sin! you know my struggles! you know how i long for you! how my heart and flesh cry out for your spirit!! i need you, please bring me to the place where you want me to be!! start your will in my life! i want to fly with you!! i do not want to be part of this world any longer!!! please let me live in the supernatural! i love you Jesus!!...amen

well well well!!!...here we are, man i havent been on this thing in forever! well, where do i start? haha, right where i left off i assume!

God is soo Good! i love what he's been doing in my life, he's broght people closer to me, as confirmation to me, that i am doing Gods will. he's given my youth famlily and i a new youth pastor! he is soo awesome! i already love him! he seems on fire for God, wanting to be like him, which is what our goal is anyways! even better, he plays basketball!!! haha he's tall tho, so...i i finally have some competition haha. i love him. lets see, God has just stirred up my faith, and my passion. the gifts he's given me, i've been using them more and more, and he's just been showing me that all i need to do is have faith in him. and he will take care of my every need.

school is going good. i'm gonna graduate! haha the only one out of my two brothers and i to graduate on time, with their class! so praise be to God! as far as God impacting the school...oh yes, he is! and the year is almost over, so i'm praying that God use me in such a way that would blow my mind, and that he would move like never before at that school. haha oh south high school. the Lord looks down at your sorrows, he see's how you struggle, just like when he saw the israelites struggle, he will deliver us!!

well take care ya'll love ya!

jacob.

I've been doing some thinking...

due to some recent events in my life, i've come to the conclusion that, our lives are not that bad, at all...i mean we complain whenever we lose this, or if we don't get this or that or what we want. when, if you look at the other parts of the world, some kids, adults have none of the things that we have. none! they only dream of some things that we consider nothing...know what i mean? why is it that when things go wrong in our lives, we're quick to say "nobody understand!" but...

the truth is, the things we consider "hell" is heaven to some others, just to be able to be in the position we were in. people, who are we to complain about losing things that were given to us? so freely and we don't even get to keep them when we pass away...when people in other countries would kill to have the freedom we have. i repent for being angry because i have "lost" something that others can't have.

let me ask you something, the things you are going through, is it really so bad? the pain you go through, the sorrow you have because your boyfriend broke up with you, or your girlfriend broke up with you? when other people have their husbands and wives die, in front of their own eyes! is the sorrow from losing your cell phone so bad?...when others have no type of technology. is the anger from your parents because they wont let you go somewhere or do something so bad?...when some kids don't have any parents because they too have died. are our tears so much more special compared to those who are suffering physical, mental, and emotional pain? everyday of their lives? why is it that our tears are more expensive or are supposed to mean something more to God than those, tears are coming from a heart of pain suffering and lost hope and love...

think about it...is it really so bad?

people of the world...

what i am going to tell you is true, is real...

in your life right now, there are some problems, some problems that some may understand, some not. maybe life seems great right now, maybe everyone likes you and your considered a "nice" person...to the world. yet, sadly that is not all it takes to go to the place where the God of all creation dwells. in heaven. you see people, whenever you feel bad, mad, sad, angry depressed whatever...and then you go and run to your friends and spill your heart out to them, and things may seem up a little bit. but they never do completely make things go away do they? whenever you feel this way, run to God... cry out to him. and he will set you free. he longs for the day when you will just give up trying, trying to live this life in a sinful manner. he longs for the day when you will just say "ok God, you win. take my life" he wants you so badly to have a relationship. and trust me you are missing out big, your missing out in a heavenly relationship. all the pressure is gone, i have no more worries, obviously bad things still happen. but that does not get me mad at God. for i know he will take care of me and he will have his will be done in my life...as long as i follow him. that's another misunderstanding. people say "well if God will have his will be done, then why doesn't he give me blessings, if he wants too?" the lord said this "seek yee first, the kingdom of God, then all these things will be added unto you." meaning he will Give you your hearts desires, as long as you are a follower of jesus christ, not just a believer.

but trust me people, all the pressure is lifted up from you. and you will find yourself doing things you were never able to do, or even stop doing things, you never thought you could stop doing! he is amazing! now all the pain you feel, when you cry yourself to sleep at night, for no reason, or because life is just soo horrible, he will take away those nights and turn them into joy! people and understand this, the time is now! to turn to God! and have him heal, and forgive you! to those who do not believe in God listen to this:

how can you say his love is not real? if you have never tried? i urge you to try. and how can you say he is not real when half of the world are christians! and filled with his love and holy spirit!? and to those one's who think that it's stupid, or foolish to worship a God you can't see: half of the world is filled with geniuses, coolege scholars and doctors and such! those same very people believe in God, even worship him, so are you going to say that these smartest of smartest earthly men are foolish and stupid? when they live in the same world that you worship! and live in! trust me people, the time is coming when God will come back! to take his true followers up to heaven with him! and if your not worshiping him or following him when this happens well you stay here...and it will be hell!

if anyone has any questions about what i just talked about, please call me (310) 704-1348 my name is jacob. please if you want to learn more, or if you want me to pray for you, even if you want to know how to accept God in your heart and to start a new life with him, and your not sure how to do that, call me and i will gladly help you! i love you all and i do not want any of you to die, and burn in eternal flames

-jacob

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